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Monday, October 27, 2008

have you ever loved someone so much, who also loved you in return?


how about this?


have you ever loved someone so much, who also love you in return, but also happens to love someone else?


ooohhh its complicated alright and i can definitely say it is hard. hard in a sense that your mind tells you that it is wrong and your heart says it's fine. you are happy but then there are certain things that is stopping you and your partner to be happy-happy (you get what i mean?).


i happen to meet someone. he is not good looking nor does he have a great body. he is not at all attractive and not mr. prince charming. he is not the boy-next-door type of guy or the hot-steaming-sexy-jock. he is not extra-ordinary but he is definitely one of a kind. he is wise and smart. he is carefree, he is loving, he is sweet. he is thoughtful and caring and responsible. he can be a bad boy but at the same time be the crazy, fun-loving guy. he is tired and always tired but he makes time. he also never forgets, even the smallest detail. he has a temper and he is cute...especially when he looks straight to my eyes saying "miss mo ako noh?". he is GAGO yet i still love him..........and i don't even know why!


HE is DINGDONG aka SIOPAO, aka MOI


after a heartbreaking relationship, i decided to give myself a break. i came to realize that i was not in a rush to have someone again in my life. i lived my life and i became happy. people ask me who's new in my life, and i am happy to answer them that there is none. but one day, this guy just came into my life and suddenly everything changes. the big question is, AM I READY?


i don't know, really....all i know is that i am happy. i have fun when we are together. we laugh, we crack jokes, and just be crazy. we argue, we fight, yet find ourselves cuddling in each others arms at the end of the day. we eat, and eat more, and eat even more but still doesn't care how fat we can get (though sometimes we tease ourselves haha). he picks his nose, i fart, and kiss each other. he sleeps and snores and cuddles his pillow while i lie down beside him, staring and smiling because of this wonderful creature. i am happy, the only thing is that i do not know if it could last a lifetime. like what i have said, he loves someone else.



now tell me, should i put an end to this relationship? i don't think so...


coz i'd rather risk everything, be stupid, and follow my happiness...
FOR ALL THESE ARE NOT LITTLE, BUT GREAT :]


Wednesday, October 22, 2008

for someone i do not even know--where is he?

It's nice to know that you're secured with that someone. That even if the rain is pouring hard and the sky is almost dark, he'll never leave you just so you won't feel alone. Even if his friends had left him, he'd still stay by your side, just so you won't feel alone.

It's so good to know that you have someone who'll be willing to help you cope up in every frustrations you're having. Every depressing moments, every down moments, every self-worthless-realization moments, he'd be there, not because you want someone to be with you, but because he wants to be with you.

It's great to know when a person appreciates every little thing you do. Even a smile would mean a lot to him, just because you own that smile. And that even if no words are expressed as long as the eyes understand, you'd be able to communicate, just like that.

It's overwhelming when a person tells you that he loves you for who you are. He may not have an answer when you ask him why, but really, he doesn't have to have reasons for loving you.

It's more grateful to know that someone is grateful to have you. We don't choose the people who enter our lives, so it must be luck that you have that person, then you have to be thankful. It may just be coincidence or fate, but whatever the reason is, you have to be thankful in having him the same way he is thankful for having you.

It's a wonderful feeling when you're on the verge of giving up the things you've worked hard for, someone isn't just helping you carry the weight on your shoulders, but he carries it on his own because he'd also be in pain when you are in pain. And then you'll realize, trials would all be worth it as long as you have him, not because he would do things for you, but because you gather all the strength you need, in him and his love.

It's a superb feeling when one is willing to take the risks just so you'll be happy. Unselfishness rule in him just so happiness would take over you.

It's a nice feeling that when you're apart, and days seem to be long, that person misses you. Yes, you might feel bad about not being with each other, but knowing that you feel the same way would drive those blues away, thinking, you'd fight over that feeling because you're looking forward to seeing each other, and that's something to be happy about.

It's a great feeling when he wants to be with you because of the happiness you have when you're together. That even if corny jokes and senseless stories are told, it won't matter as long as you're together.

It's a lovely feeling when someone thinks about your future, with or without him. He cares and he cares enough to think of you and what you'll be someday. But of course, he also wants to be in it someday.

It's a nice feeling when you can be who you really are with that person. No pretensions, no lies, no hypocrisy, because he accepts you for who you are. You can be funny, you can be embarrassed, but it won't matter coz it doesn't matter to him. Trust and faith in each other keeps you alive. And it will always do.

It's good to know that you have someone who'll not have the intentions of breaking your heart. Instead, he would be willing to mend it, picking up the broken pieces of your heart that your past love have scattered in the ground. He may not be able to put the pieces back to where they really belong, but you shouldn't mind, because he had repaired that heart of yours, and he fixed it in his own way. He loves you in his own way, not the way your past did. He fixed your heart in a different way, to keep you from feeling the pains of your past heartache and to make you feel, the love, that he's unselfishly giving.

It's a great feeling when that person has every effort to let you feel what he feels for you. Because of the distractions, you may not hear him shout it to the world, but as long as you feel it, his efforts has paid off, big time. And when you feel the same way too... He'd feel as if he's the luckiest person alive.

... when in fact, you're more blessed to have him.

 


Friday, October 19, 2007

back again

HELLO WORLD!

 

i am back!

 

but not in the mood for writting sooo.... i will be sharing next time :: )

 

 

love, Lyka

xoxo


Sunday, May 06, 2007

mei future

day was fine...

 

ang hirap ng laging sumisikip ang dibdib, biglang titigil ang mundo at ang pagbigat ng kalooban... lalo na kung mei mga tao kang nakita... shox...

 

after class, nag mass... then went home with yanee and irish.. we made our project and i also baked cookies.. oatmeal cookies to be exact... awww....... so yun.... para akong katulong tingnan comment pa nila.. hahaha! pero it was fun.. talking to them, hanging out with them, and eating with them..

 

net for a while... then ate dinner and yawyaw mama.. then labas ng gate... haha!

 

so fiesta sa amin ngayong araw.... and they have this dance contest na iheheld sa street... so ate ethel and i decided to watch the show for the friends of my dearest brother joined the contest.. they needed support... himala na pinayagan ako ng parents ko coz usually they will only agree if they will come with me.. haha! okay... so on our way to the place, i happen to pass by mae and dondon... we were talking for a while till mae asked me if i could be one of the judges.. i was hesistant at first, but she happen to make her way and pursued me in the end... it was fun judging... lalo na ung part na bumuhos na ung ulan... haha! tapos super iba ang treatment sa amin kasi 3 kami girls *i happen to know both of them kaya deh ako na op*..... and i tell you they are both pretty... or should i say gorgeous...haha! i went home around 9:30 for ate ethel was already there to pick me up...

 

super unusual experience un for me... haha! i mean to mingle with my neighbors.. cool... they were all wearing shorts, sleeveless or their pangbahay... ako? i was wearing skinny jeans, tanktop, and jacket... oh dba heavy? super init pa before umulan.. hehe!

 

hafta go... ciao <3


Thursday, May 03, 2007

super wasted

ka evil ng world sa akin ngayong araw!!!!!!!

 

single... single...single...

 

deh pde....deh pde.... deh pde....

 

i wrote in my last blog that I just want HIM to be happy...

 

it makes me sad though.... it makes me have this feeling of "self-pity"..... i don't want to entertain it but its killing me... shocks...

 

i told him.... i will do anything... anything for him... wag lang siya gagawa ng kung ano2... wag lang niya sasaktan ang sarili niya at mandamay ng ibang tao..

 

everything.... everything that happened in the past is again happening now...... im scared... im sooooo sooooo scared.... scared that i will go back to my old life.. the life of not living a peaceful life... im scared..... scared that maybe this time, i will give up.. i will lose control of myself... that i will finally be out of my mind....im scared... so scared of many things....

 

im going through all these again.. without anyone on my side.... with no one to hold on to.... with no one to talk to... with no one to comfort me... with no one to make me happy..... i have no reason.. no reason at all for living.... no reason at all to survive this storm i am in... SHIT!!!!!!

 

PUTANG INA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



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